Friday, December 9, 2011
BIRTHDAY SPEECH :D
i am thankful for the money i wasted, because it taught me how to save.... i am thankful for the friends that i lost, because it taught me how to treasure the ones that have stood by me... i am thankful for the loves that i have lost because it brought the right one into my life... i am thankful for my mistakes, because they have directed me onto the right path... i can truly say that i have no regrets...
Friday, December 2, 2011
STOP PLAYING ON MY MIND
Late at night, I was all alone
Waiting for someone to beep my phone.
Feeling like I was left in dawn,
I’m sick and tired of what’s goin on.
I kept on thinking,
Why I can’t help myself from falling
‘Cause with just one glimpse of you
Stops this heart from breaking through.
All these feelings, I hide inside
’cause I’m afraid if you would mind.
How I wish I could go back in time
And take away the things that hurt when you were mine.
If only I have the strength to make this love last,
Yet I’m too weak for it may break my heart.
‘Cause every moment you hold me tight,
It hurts me badly deep inside.
My tears fell and I can’t sleep
Those memories bother me every minute I’m awake
Can you just please stop playing on my mind
Baby I’m tired ’cause it tears me up inside.
Waiting for someone to beep my phone.
Feeling like I was left in dawn,
I’m sick and tired of what’s goin on.
I kept on thinking,
Why I can’t help myself from falling
‘Cause with just one glimpse of you
Stops this heart from breaking through.
All these feelings, I hide inside
’cause I’m afraid if you would mind.
How I wish I could go back in time
And take away the things that hurt when you were mine.
If only I have the strength to make this love last,
Yet I’m too weak for it may break my heart.
‘Cause every moment you hold me tight,
It hurts me badly deep inside.
My tears fell and I can’t sleep
Those memories bother me every minute I’m awake
Can you just please stop playing on my mind
Baby I’m tired ’cause it tears me up inside.
DRAMA lang :/
When I wake up every morning I always feel a feeling of emptiness. I feel this emptiness because I have nothing to fill-in my heart with.
Losing you is hard to do. With you I never feel alone. I always feel complete. It’s not that I am making you my world but you are my reason for living. You give my life the exact happiness that I deserve. You made me live my life to the fullest and of course in a good way.
I never thought that there will come a day, a day that will make us feel this kind of misunderstanding. We can still make things out. Work things out as before and for the better.
In every problem there is a solution. If there is no solution, it is not a problem at all. Let the problem problem you. You are the author of every story of your life. And it is up to you how you will make the each story of your life and the story of us. You are the one who can present every solution to each problem and perhaps I can present some answers on every mistake that we have. Together we can do better. We can do a lot actually. Please save us.
Losing you is hard to do. With you I never feel alone. I always feel complete. It’s not that I am making you my world but you are my reason for living. You give my life the exact happiness that I deserve. You made me live my life to the fullest and of course in a good way.
I never thought that there will come a day, a day that will make us feel this kind of misunderstanding. We can still make things out. Work things out as before and for the better.
In every problem there is a solution. If there is no solution, it is not a problem at all. Let the problem problem you. You are the author of every story of your life. And it is up to you how you will make the each story of your life and the story of us. You are the one who can present every solution to each problem and perhaps I can present some answers on every mistake that we have. Together we can do better. We can do a lot actually. Please save us.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Lessons in Life
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's okay to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's okay to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over-prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.
38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
45. The best is yet to come.
46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
48. If you don't ask, you don't get.
49. Yield.
50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's okay to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's okay to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over-prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.
38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
45. The best is yet to come.
46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
48. If you don't ask, you don't get.
49. Yield.
50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Ala-ala sa tabing Dagat! :D
May mga ala-alang nagbabalik hindi para masaktan ka, kundi para malaman mo, na kahit paano, naging masaya ka at nabuo ang mundo mo dahil dito.
Napakasayang pagmasdan ang pagsikat ng araw lalo na't kasama mo ang taong mahal mo. Yun bang, kahit na alam mong aalis na siya't magkakahiwalay kayo, parang nabibigyan ng pag-asa ang lahat. Pero sa kabila ng lahat, sa pagtitig lang sa mapulang sikat ng araw sa bukang liwayway sa tabing dagat na iyon, parang maayos lang ang lahat, walang problema. Minsan gusto mong tumigil ang oras para lang humaba ang panahon na kayo'y magkasama. Wala ka namang ibang magagawa kundi ang humiling na lang sa langit na sana tumigil ang oras. Gawin ang bawat sandaling isang hindi nakakalimutang ala-ala.
Ito na marahil ang pinaka-BITTER-SWEET na nangyari sa aking buhay. Ang piliting maramdaman ang munting kasiyahan sa kabila ng kalungkutang aking pinagdaraanan. Kitang-kita ko rin naman sa mga mata niya ang kalungkutan at hindi ko alam kung magagalit ako kasi hindi ko alam kung pano siya mapapasaya sa mga sandaling iyon, o nasaaktan ako kasi wala akong magawa kundi manatili na lang sa tabi niya? Hindi ko lang talaga alam kung ano pa ang aking gagawin, sasabihin, at pupuntahan sa mga sandaling iyon. Ang sakit pala. At yung feeling na kahit masakit, naging masaya ako kasi alam ko anjan siya sa tabi ko. Hindi man kami nag-uusap, pero ramdam ko na may sinasabi ang aming mga puso sa kabila ng katahimikan naming dalawa. Magkahawak kamay sa may dalampasigan, naglalakad, nakangiti, isang pagkakataong lagi sa aking isipan. Ilan taon na rin ang nakalipas. 2005, at naalala ko na naman ang mga bagay na ito ngayong September 26, 2011.
Naging kami ni Krizzia, September 27, 2004. First crush, first love, first girlfriend! first kiss? haha. uu nagtatanong ako. tsk. Ako na yata ang pinakamasayang tao sa mundo sa mga panahon na yun. Sino ba ang mag-aakalang magiging girlfriend ko ang isang taong pinapangarap ko lang nung una. At sa pagdating ng araw, magkakatotoo pala ang mga pangarap na yun. LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Ang hirap pala nun? pero hindi ko naman masyadong naramdaman kasi nga, mahal ko yung tao. Walang paghihirap kung may pagmamahal, kung meron man, ito'y minamahal. Yan lagi ang sinasabi ko sa sarili.
Siyempre nasa Seminario ako nun, hindi ko naman talaga maibibigay ang lahat ng oras at panahon sa kanya, kasi may mga bawal dun, wala akong magagawa kung go with the flow na lang sa mga panahong iyon. Alam mo yung feeling na gusto mo siyang makita pero wala kang magawa? Walang ibang magawa kundi tumitig sa picture niyang bigay sa'kin. Nakasuot siya ng pulang t-shirt at jeans. May bracelet na brown made of cut small cylindrical wood na nakalagay sa kanang kamay niya. Backgroung nito ay ang bahay pamahalaaan ng Dolres E. Samar. Kinuha nag larawan na 'yun sa tingin ko nung press-conference dun. Hanggang sa naghiwalay kami nung June 21, 2005, ang picture na ito ay nasa akin hanggang sa ako ay nagtapos ng high school. Hindi binitawan ang mga ala-ala makalipas man ang ilang taon. Pero sa Kabila ng lahat, i let go. uu, as in wala ma. weh? haha.
Sa lahat ng mga nangyari sa buhay ko, ang pagkakataong iyon ang hindi ko makalimutan. Uu, marami talagang nangyari sa'min. Kagaya nung nasa pantalan kami nanood ng Full Moon. As in ang ganda. Second full moon of the month. Alam mo yun? Pero yun nga, dun lang tayo sa tabing dagat. hehe. Yung mga panahon na nasa tabing dagat kami, ramdam ko kung ano ang feeling ng mawawala ang isang taong mahal mo at wala kang magawa kasi alam mo kailangan. Sa totoo lang, nung una nasaaktan ako nung naaalala ko ang mga sandali na yun. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Pero sa paglipas ng mga araw, unti-unti ko ring naintindiihan ang lahat ng mga bagay. Dapat pala akong maging masaya. At masaya naman ako ngayon. :D kasi nga, "may mga ala-alang nagbabalik hindi para masaktan ka, kundi para malaman mo na kahit paano, naging masaya ka at nabuo ang mundo mo dahil dito."
Monday, August 29, 2011
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Journey of Love.
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.
Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.
When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder.
Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."
Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.
When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder.
Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."
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